Its been long..
Wednesday, September 08, 2010 @ 3:30 PM
Phew! I had the 'best weeks' of my life since my last update.
They had my head spinning in circles.
My laptop crash, Toshiba sux.
My BB and itouch screwed up just when i needed to surf the net for my assignments, technologies hate me.
It was at the most crucial time when my assignment was due. Eventually, the other 2 lovelies did all the work, i end up making it in time to finish up ONE paragraph. *Guilty*
Couple of weeks ago, my yiyi got admitted into the hospital. She had lungs infection before and apparently it got worse. To the extent that walking for a distance of just 1 bus stop away and you would see her frantically catching her breath. There were times i fear she would just collapse due to that.
Frens ard me knows how close i am to her. She's the one who babysit me ever since i was a mth old, she's the one i stayed with when my primary sch was at river valley while my parents live in Yishun. She's the one who i talk too without holding back much cos we treat each other more like friends instead of an aunt/niece relationship.
God knows how frantic i was when i learn that she has to undergo surgery, and the high risk it involves for her condition was weak and she aint that young to start with. I prayed hoping that she'll be given another chance to get over this major surgery. I went to the temple where grandma's urn was to actually asked for her blessing. It may sound silly, but i felt much comfort just by looking at her urn. I miss my ah ma alot too... :(
Thank god my prayers were answered! Although ahyi's lungs condition still aint that good, she got through the surgery. And i thank all those who asked about her!
Ohhh cookie boy is so cute!
Last few weeks, boyfriend and i had unpleasant times too. How i hate arguments!
Its time i change, its time i do something about myself. I hold back way too much, its unfair to my boy.
'Love as though you've never been hurt before'
I shall heed to that. I shall try, i will try.
Im quite an independent person in times of being alone, i feel.
I mean like i enjoy times of being alone, it gives me much 'pondering space'
Even when boyfriend enters the army, all we had were weekends.
When the boyfriend had field camps, when he went overseas, I brave through all and told myself to hold on, for it would all be over when he commissioned.
I was wrong, boyfriend workload increases when he became an officer. My time spent is lesser than when he was in OCS. By time spent, i even meant communication time over the phone.
Arguments started when i end up not being able to tolerate that distance, It was torturous at some time. Those were the times when eunice was a weakling.
But arguments are over, good times will come!
Wow, what a long and boring post.. Thanks for viewing my ranting page. :)))
