my guardian angel
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 10:42 AM
I used to own a very pretty cross bracelet.
It was bought from a christian shop. Totally beautiful, made of mother-of-pearl. The best thing about it was that my grandma was the one who bought it for me.
It was surprising that my grandma decided to walk into a christian store together with me back then, even more surprising that she bought the bracelet for me without my knowledge because she saw me getting mesmerized by it throughout the time in the shop.
It was my favorite.
I became very attached to it after her death.
Whether im exaggerating or not, i felt her presence when i wore it with me.
I always kept it in a little box when im not wearing it, not wanting to dirty or lose it.
However, the nxt time i opened the box to take it out......... its gone....
I dont know how i lose it.
I cant seem to find it.
And my last memory of it was that its kept in that box.
You wouldnt know how much i hate myself for losing it.
Even though its just a small accessory, it meant alot to me.
I really really hope miracle happens, and one day it would appear infront of me again.
It should be misplaced at home.
I really hope so.
I really really hope so.
And i really really really miss my grandma.
Is she missing me too?
