I've been carried on the back in my hard times
Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 11:53 PM
Awhile ago, i was actually applying my module skills learnt to analyze why the discomfort in my kneecap is worsening as the days goes.
All along i had weakness in my right kneecap. Basically im slightly, just slightly flat footed. not to the extend when my whole feet is flat down, but it causes my feet to lean inwards as i walk. And i think it cause the improper balancing of the muscles in my kneecap, therefore causing a certain ligament in between to overuse.
It use to just be slight weakness, slight pain at times but it wasnt bothering me much. But now at this point of time......
I hear sudden 'pop' sound at almost every knee movement, there's slight swelling, there's a 'wobbly' feeling of my knee.
HAHA. i actually used skills learnt to analyze once again! Kinda happy about this point in a way.
In a bad kind of way..
I feel the area heating up, therefore that concludes swelling or inflammation. POP sound indicates it's ligament problem.
Immediate treatment:
-ice the area to bring down the inflammation.
-apply antisteroid medication to ease discomfort and pain, and in my terms it means applying medicated plaster over it 1st.
Sigh another problem to add on to my worries. Most probably i've to spend money and time again to see a sports medicine doctor getting it heal. I wanna heal it, for i still wanna run, swim and stay active in sports.
ROAR why i always get injuries???
Im no weakling!
Im vexed. I need more focus, i've been too distracted recently, i've been stoning every now and then. I've been making lotsa mistakes, not controlling emotions well. no good!
And now i've a new problem to worry. No good no good!
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"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
I trust in His words
