Hopes, are meant to be broken
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 5:48 PM
Wrong things happen at wrong time.
But at least falling sick meant i could stay home and sleep my day and fever away.
But then to make things worse, emotions flooded me today.
Ah ma! i miss you.. you were with me the last time, you gave me some comfort, you hugged me to let me know that i still have love around me.
But this time...... you are gone.......
I went to watch the funeral video. I feel so guilty watching it, cos my emotions went hay-wire.
It just flooded me, and finally, it just falls down.
I was thinking about so many things while watching it... So many..

Ah ma, i wish you were here to bring me comfort again. You understand how difficult it is to make me put down things, and u are one of them that i still cant put it behind me.
This is me. This is how i take things. No one will understand why but only me. So pls, stop blaming me.
Daddy God. Pls do not forsake me.