numb me pls
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @ 11:15 PM
This whole life requires me to
'tahan' so much.
And this whole sem is pissing me off.
Bloody lecturers in ngee ann are getting on my nerves. The projects piling up are making me sick.
My eyes is irritating me to the core too. I hope the infection is not getting worse. And the lump, i hope it miracle-ly vanished.(
Or mayb if it gets worse, it might be a blessing in disguise.=X)
Awww why are worries coming back.. I'm such a worry wart. I wish i can just vanished to somewhere qiet alone. In this world, i stand alone and trust no one. I don see anything good happening to gain my trust. It took me very long to gain it but just a second to smash it. just
SMASHED like that.
Indeed, wat laopo said before, a blog is not a dairy, But a confession to let everyone know. But i'm a timid(useless) person who have no guts to confess anything out in the open.
thats why i wish there's a way to numb my heart, to make it dead.
May the world be in peace.With the horrible weathers and 'fightings' in countries, not very comforting.
