Eunice,

20.12.1988
TwentyOne
Super.Sized.Sotong
Chocoholic.WorryWart

"Dance as though no one is watching you
Love as though you've never been hurt before
Sing as though no one can hear you
Live as though heaven is on earth"

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[XiaoYan]
[JH]

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I dono how.... How to control those tears..

EVERYTHING.. everything just happen suddenly. I'm not such a storong gal at such pt of time. I dono how, dono wat to do...
this 2 months of holidays had been my worse nightmare. Every problems just happen during these times. Frens, Family, Relationship, Work, My own life...EVERYTHING.

And bloody hell these probs are making me desperate, making me lost, making me sick of life.

I'm feeling very very sad for all the things that are lost. things that will never be back to the past. things that will nv happen like before again. And now work, I've always hate such lost. I've a very hard and long time to digest leaving from sec sch. Can ask my few classmates bout that cos i've always been complaining to them. Now i've finally accept it, living my life now. Now comes another sudden closure. Den HOW am i to cope with such a prob??!I'm angry, and sad.. More sad and lost though. In cartel i had always been a prob, I've had times of urge to leave the FnB line. But i nv did, Just like Laopo, I'm human too. I had feelings, I cant bear too.. I joined the Place with my sistas, making of laopo's birthday gift there, celebrating my birthday there with my frens, we getting my dam dear to join us working there, always introducing cartel to my frens and family so that they will patronize us more. All those memories.. Lots more not mentioned. Make many many frens there. The cartel cliques who hang out together. Before cartel closed down, there were whole loads of probs i hear bout it being in frm mouths ard me, and i swear i had been working hard for it. Only that i had been so distracted by my life probs, always going to work in a very bad mood, affecting my work. N now it just closed, nv giving me a chance to prove to others that i had been working hard. My aim was to work hard and enter the bar station, but that day will nv come. I will always be the failure one..

I CANT CHEER UP!!! It just feels my heart as been bombarded with thousand and thousands of probs, My heart is DEAD.

Although sch starting, But i will still need a job.. Or else how am i going to survive? I really don wish to accept the fact, I really hate the thought of starting all over again at a new place.
I hate i hate i hate..

Eunice feels so dead.