Nice one
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 2:22 AM
Read it and it just adds on to another knot in my heart..
Can let me sigh first?
HAIZ.................................I've always complain to someone that i do not like growing up. I do not like to move forward. I really wish i was back to the schooling times. The biggest worries were just results. Although at that time they were considered BIG probs, But i had frens, Really great buddies. I'm not sure how much influence of a fren i am to them, But to me, They were my best memories in my life. Up till now, I've proudly tell everyone i had my best times in Queensway Secondary School because at that time, i had all the love i wan there. I miss those great times so much that it can nv be explained.
But i've nv figured out why, since the yr 2004 till now, so much have changed. I've been miserable since then. I swear I've been miserable! Wat happened??? Studies? different schs? work? If its cos of one another character, I dare say it was such a stupid thing. Because I've always firmly believed, as such gd frens, even the biggest mistake can be forgiven. Mayb not forget but forgiven. But in my entire life, I've seen that my belief have been very wrong. Well Thats very ok, because it was MY belief, not everyone's.
It seems so quiet in here(my blog), But i know someone will read it still.. And i'm happy bout it. To me, it shows that i wasn't forgotten. Wouldn't it be great if there was ever a chance to get a reunion. Even just 1 time would be like so great? Agree with me or not, its just my thoughts. Mayb u are praying hard that would never happened, or u might be hoping like me that one day, it will happen.. =) I dono..
I somehow feel slightly better. Though i seem to be very contradicting in my post or am not making any sense, But i was just following my heart..
