Grrrr
Sunday, March 18, 2007 @ 7:58 PM
Come online only to see such terrible things. Seriously, Although i nv work that day, I went there. Dono how come i had the stupid idea of even going forward to say hello. But aft all these. So glad i did not.
So of cos u read my blog, read my bf's blog. We two are perfectly human beings, wun angry den we really got prob. Imagine wat happens if somemore talks lydat bout the workplace u are working at. U are a chef urself u should understand how tough working is.
U suay loh. Had a taste of cartel on a busy day when only 2 runners and 2 cooks with 1 person running the whole bar and cashier. I'm elaborating this again because NO ONE (those who nv work in FnB line before) will understand how stressful it is to be working under such situation. Comparing to New york New york, Pls loh... By the taste u will know they uses microwave too. If lydat, microwave can throw away already lah.. So those at home pls throw away ur microwave cos using it will HARM U! Hah!
CAFE CARTEL is not a FINE DINING restaurant. And cineleisure is a normal shopping centre not a 5star hotel who serve such 'proper' customers. will nv know wat type of customers we get there loh. U wan such gd service, Go spent ur great money at a fine dining restaurant. our lovely cafe is a place for ppl to eat only. for ppl who understand wat great lengths we are doing. i can nv understand why i had to use my smiles at work just to get back a stupid black face or comments. customers are always right, i understand that. but that doesn't mean that the workers have no rights. I remember going new york new york and not getting my water refilled too. I remembered their fries were cold too. If we were to start cooking only when orders come in, den the waiting time u will get would be longer, agree? Reading it, i feel more sad den angry. Explain to me why frens can end up to such length. Haven't u thought of the times we spent together before? Even if it makes u that unhappy, Cant it even be spared on account of the frenship we once had?
I don care if my blog convincing or not.. My blog wat, So i can blog anything too. I wish i can sit at home and not work too.. If thats the case who feed me? Working aso so much prob, Going to sch aso got prob. Find me a prob-free day... I am not gonna read back wat i type so i dono hpw much rubbish i've type. I am just typing wateva my hearts wans me to. Wun understand how much my heart sank. It affects me too. Even my bf wun know how much probs i have kept in my heart. The amount of family probs i faced at home, but only to face social probs when i go out.
Rah Rah Rah!!! i don wan to continue... I don know wat to continue. No words will describe how i feel. To me, its not as simple as just protecting a simple cafe. U wun be able to understand why we are protecting it. Not as simple...
so... WHATEVER.
My dear sweetheart spencer. I know u faced alot of probs these few studying years. But the main thing is don give up and continue moving on ok. U seldom voice out things to me so i don know wat u are thinking of at times. I know i'm a very blur klutz so u might need to explain to me so detail-ly. But i've tried my best to change. So that u wun feel so fed up talking to me. But i hope u understand that i need u as my suppot too. I so wan ur attention at times. Or else i dono why but i had the urge to spite u so that u will notice me. Which always turns out worng.. But i hope just a simple 'i love u' will explain it all.. I love u..!
And my dear laopo justine. Those social probs that u faced. I truely understand. The sourness u feel, The emptiness u faced. But pls understand that till today, u are the only heart to heart fren that i have. I've always thought that u have a much bigger social circle than me, therefore i understand that it is nv possible to just have u by myself. haa.. I'm not a person of words, U wan me to type out an essay of the amount of sisterhood love i have for u will nv be possible. But in general, i just wan to tell u. Almost 5 years of frenship, I hope u have been happy with a fren like me. I really hope u wun leave me for one reason or another and add on to my list of frens who have left me for certain reasons no matter how many yrs we have been together. If that really happens, I think i can die of heartache. I love u too..
you two are the ones who are with me, Still walking through my life with me. I hope it will always stay this way. Every moment, i admit not every second but almost every moment, Both of u will come to my mind. The reason why u two matters so much to me is cos u are my pillar of life. U two are the one who have stick with me till now. If either one of u leaves, I will come crashing down.. den i will be there to rot alone. Thats the worse scenario that will happen to me and i hope it will never happen.
Up till here, if u are vomiting blood aftere reading my 'essay', den too bad. Cos thats me. Eunice is lydat..
Respect me like how i respect u all. =)
