Mine's an emo blog?? IZZIT????!!!!!
Fine... U think i like to be emo meh.. Very sickening to be emo u know.. How will i know if i'm emo.. I still in my lala land ma.. I will see elmo instead of emo.. Ok that was LAME.. Forgive me cos i'm still in my lala land..
But i really DON WISH to be emo.. Cant everyday be like my birthday, everything goes so well. Ask the rain to stop and it stop, ask for frens to be there and they are there, first time felt so close to family.. But winthin days everything vanish.. Mental torture yest night.. so stressful to be home. i know my mum's stressful too(having such an incomplete family) But still, need not vent it on me. a dad who keeps flying to another country, seldom home.. Who's unreasonable( Mind u, YOU got no right to scold us idiots when u act like one!) Bro who does badly in studies (but thats not such a big prob, the prob is my mum gives in to him way too much) There.. Left me to be stuck in the middle. I'm the translator for everything at home.. Parents don talk, i get to 'carry ard' their words. In the end, things goes wrong and i get the blame. Tell me again why am i always being stuck right in the middle in almost every situation that happens ard. ROAR!!! Damn it.. damn it damn it damn it.... KNS!!
At least this few days, there's this dumb dumb guy who cheers me up.. (dumb dumb where got mushy???) i said DUMB dumb not Dam dam ma.. haha. May we stay this happy always.. THIS muz not change u heard it dumb dumb!!!!!!!!!
Thanks to the 'KING' (pui pui.... =x), I shall look forward to a brand new day everytime.. And the Kpo u likes to be my listening ear, but given me very meaningful thoughts of wisdom too.. lol... U said it arx!! 58 more yrs!!!!!!!
Finally got to work full shift during this break. I need the cash!!!! Went hunting for cheap hp yest at toa payoh until i keep getting figures into my head alrdy...
(Is it a bad thing or a gd thing to say i'm always in my lala land? But to me, If i don know bout so much things happening in life, it wouldn't make me feel so emo, den i will always be that happy xiao mei mei. But of cos, it bought me troubles too... Time to grow up??)