"Dance as though no one is watching you
Love as though you've never been hurt before
Sing as though no one can hear you
Live as though heaven is on earth"


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When everything came tumbling down
Friday, October 27, 2006 @ 11:30 PM

Sheeesh.. I not in a mood today.. Know how i always call ppl to bang wall. I feel like doing that myself now.
Wonder wats wrong with me today, my hands have been feeling numb all day, My chest feels very tight. Mayb i'm getting a heart attack? haha. Or a stroke??? *choy choy choy*

Talking bout something bad, My nightmares are coming back. NO WONDER I'M FEELING SO TIRED EVERY MORNING! I'm so sick of those scary dreams. i can even dream of my family members dying (can u understand how horrible that is). Had a dream of me lying in a cofin before. Dreamt that i fall and knock out my teeth( i allow u to laugh). dreamt that my grandma broke her legs. dreamt that my male rabbit gave birth. For goodness sake MALE rabbit mind u.. many more........... old wives tale mention before that when u say it out, it wun happen right. So i'm typing all these out so it wun happen... 0_0
I don even dare to sleep already. Mayb i'm going bonkers. I should start seing a mental doctor. HAAHA!!!

Haiz Time pass so slow.. Cant time just stop? ( stop at my sec sch times pls) or move faster? ( fast forward to my 'auntie' yrs pls)

motivations gone, insecure-ness comes. Heart has gone all dull and sour...