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Friday, June 09, 2006 @ 10:54 AM
SAVE MY SKIN!!!!
Went to see the doctor on wed. I didn't wan it to become worse. Who would one a skin that looks like... like.. ROTTEN!! Aft taking the medication, the itch isn't so bad already. but i don like the side effect of the medicine. The docor say it will make me look puffy( something like FAT) and i will keep feeling hungry. Last time i don believe got such side effect de but cos i ate that medicine b4, It really happens.. SHIT!! I DON WAN LOOK FAT!!! i already have enough fats bulging out of my arms and tummy and mow its starting to bulge out of my face. But at keast i can study and sleep in peace at night already.
HOWEVER, MY SCARS!!! THE HORRIBLE SCARS!! THE ONE THAT MAKE ME LOOK HORRIBLE, DISGUSTING, UGLY. AND it brings down my confidence and made me hot tempereed these few days aso, CAUSE I CANT STAND THE UNSIGHTLY SCARS!!!! seriously people, If u see it, U will aso say EEEEEEeeeeeeeeee!!!!
=( why lydat? now i cant go suntanning, cant enjoy the sun, everytime i don feel like going out, when i do i always wear y long sleeve jacket no matter how terribly hot it is and a long jeans... So that ppl wun keep staring at me like i'm some alien frm outer space. Tml like FINALLY can meet my sistas, But i aso feel so relunctant to go out, Cos i will be hiding myself behind those clothes again..
And den i realize, I shouldn't have gave schedule for work nxt week....
AM I SUPPPOSE TO SERVE PPL FOOD WITH THE HORRIBLE SCARS ON MY HANDS??? den ppl will think that its so disgusting lah. Although its non-contagious, BUT people wouldn't know. mayb i might even scare some customers away. And the MAIN thing is...... PEOPLE WILL START STARING AT ME AGAIN!!!! i cant possibly wear jacket during work right.. HAIZ... how how how???????? someone tell me wat to do!!!!!!!!! I WAN A SKIN TRANSPLANT!!!!
Today will be my LAST PAPER for my common test... YEAH!!! its at 4 in the aftnoon.. So late loh.. so i gotta study hard now, Cos i ahven study anything for it. Yest nite had to do a report for assignment due today.. A 1500 WORDS REPORT.. has to do so much research lah and aft searching the websites for information for like 6 hrs, FINALLY i found something.. and i only finish my assignment at 1.30 am. That's past xiao mei's sleeping time ok.. lol.. Teachers in the sch of engineering are like so toot lah.. Give such a dateline when its the common test period.
LAST PAPER TO GO!!!! Cant wait for it to be over. Cos i need a break. I need the holidays!! SO WISH ME LUCK OK!!!!!