HATRED
Sunday, March 26, 2006 @ 4:03 PM
If i could, I would run away from home.I'm not being unfilial. If u were to stand in my shoes, Live with my family for 17 yrs, Bet u would too... My family is not a family anymore. There will NEVER be a perfect family again. I am alone in my life. Standing alone. I trust no one anymore. Everyone changes. Disappointed with everything, everyone in my life. Cant wait to be 21 yrs old. cos i wan FREEDOM. THIS WORLD IS BLOODY BIASED!!!! Unfair is the word. I've nv ever try to act noble. MY OWN LIFE IS UNFAIR!!!I believe i am not to be blamed for my family being lydat, my life being lydat. Not being thick skin. But i already did wat i could do. I learn how to let go, Not to keep trying so hard. In recent days, I nv even thought of trying for a second time in wateva thing i failed to do. Cos i've given up hope. Given up hope in myself, in my life, in everyone , in EVERYTHING.My heart have been broken too many times. BY EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING THAT HAVE HAPPEN.I admit, I"VE CHANGED. and I'm forced to... =(
