Eunice,

20.12.1988
TwentyOne
Super.Sized.Sotong
Chocoholic.WorryWart

"Dance as though no one is watching you
Love as though you've never been hurt before
Sing as though no one can hear you
Live as though heaven is on earth"

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[Audrey]
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[Bernice]
[XiaoYan]
[JH]

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Hello peeps! Today was the best day of the week.. As in the most relaxed day. Start class at 1 end at 2.45.. Woot!! haha. Lesson was interesting aso. AND GOT CHOC TO EAT..!! Ya Ms Welles so nice give us choc.. She's a very gd speaker.. and she's very pretty.. haha.. An american..
Today i could wake up late, have a non-stressful lesson and come home early.. That's why i'm in a gd mood..

In the bus on the way home, I thought bout alot of stuff:
Why am i feeling so empty, sad aft leaving sec sch and coming poly.. Till now i still feel so.. I cant describe the feeling but its just not nice lahz. Mayb its cos only aft coming poly do i realize wat pressure is.. I really felt very pressurized in poly.. Mayb its cos of the new class when i just step in, New timetables to adapt to, New frens, new modules that i've nv encounter b4... Den i thought back to the day i went to ade's church. I joined her cell group den the leader gave us a qns from the purpose driven book: 'What drives ur life? Guilt, anger, fear, materialism or approval?' Mine's fear.. Evrything i do there's fear. Imagine this, Even just walking up to the counter at mac just to ask for chilli sauce gives me fear.. -_- Yeah I talk alot, blur, hyperactive bla bla bla anything u describe me lahz, but u don know how i'm feeling inside lahz.. I'm afraid to meet new ppl, Mind alot on how ppl look at me, I need frens...... I don like to do things alone.. every single thing i do there is definitly a small fear in it.. I'm serious.. I dono why but on the bus i have the urge to come home and blog on this lahz.. Aft meeting the group of Mud-D sis in sec 3, They are my motivation at certain times when that fear come back.. haha..

Mayb i'm not mature enuf.. lol.. These are childish thinkings i thought.. I wan to love my life too.. Live my life as it is.. Everything as been plan, No matter if its unhappy or pleasant ones.. Thats why i decided to love my life.. Hopefully i will Not everything moves on perfectly in life.. Life's nv perfect..

Aft reading these..Any thoughts like,' Wa why Eunice that forever blur, clumsy, hyperactive, noisy gal knows so much bout such things.. ' Many thing i keep inside.. Who will wan to listen to these craps.. But hiding it in my heart adds to my pressure..
The ride home and the thoughts actually destress me.. I realize i still have gd frens in my life.. I'm just not doing anything to appreciate them.. But i do!! I seriously do! I realize My life may not be the worst among everyone. others may have probs i do not know. Like i have probs u peeps dono.. haha.. Just be happy-go-lucky like i always am.. i think... ^_^

I'm going swimming!!!! with pauline later at night.. Exercise help me destress aso lahz ok. And i'm determined to get back the stamina i once have... hehe..